Frustration at Work
BK is coming soon.
Am totally upset with this. Why? I felt unappreciated by the organization. She is pw, me too. She is a mum, so I am. In terms of years of experience, I also have. Why is she shortlisted, and I did not even have an opportunity to prove myself?
The very evil nature of self was coaxing me last night to give her a hard time. Does God delight in such a motive? Definitely not. This is the first time I feel so "outcasted". Although His words are that I should submit to authority, I am not sure whether this is the authority I should be collude with, or be subjected to.
This is a tough decision, in balancing a life that is worthy of God's calling, and carnal thoughts and intentions to compare and get even. I thought I am the helpful type, but in fact i can be calculative....
So LJpa says that I should have priority in life now - not to be sucked into office politics but to concentrate on my studies. Why let this external pressure affect my being? He's right. If things cannot be changed, I can make changes myself to bring sanity into my world.
Am totally upset with this. Why? I felt unappreciated by the organization. She is pw, me too. She is a mum, so I am. In terms of years of experience, I also have. Why is she shortlisted, and I did not even have an opportunity to prove myself?
The very evil nature of self was coaxing me last night to give her a hard time. Does God delight in such a motive? Definitely not. This is the first time I feel so "outcasted". Although His words are that I should submit to authority, I am not sure whether this is the authority I should be collude with, or be subjected to.
This is a tough decision, in balancing a life that is worthy of God's calling, and carnal thoughts and intentions to compare and get even. I thought I am the helpful type, but in fact i can be calculative....
So LJpa says that I should have priority in life now - not to be sucked into office politics but to concentrate on my studies. Why let this external pressure affect my being? He's right. If things cannot be changed, I can make changes myself to bring sanity into my world.
